Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Poetry...just because.

I won an award for this anthology once, since it does me no good to have it sitting on my computer I thought I'd share.





A Love Poem About Several Girls:


I am sick of seeing you

Stop existing near me

Stop looking beautiful

Stop smiling, it kills me

Don’t remind me how lucky your man is


How dare you talk to me?

How dare you be sweet?

I don’t want you to laugh at my jokes


Please don’t be perfect for me


Knight Falls on Gotham

Walk down any street at night

You may not notice it but you call upon your bravery

You may not notice it but you tense in the shadows

You may not notice it but you clench your fists

Until you are back home in the familiar

No one is a friend


In my city I am always watching

In the dark alleys and on the murky docks

I see uptown high rises where an upper class criminal feels hidden by politics

I see the shady burrows where the hopeless feel hidden behind filth

Those that should; will not seek them, they let them prey

Survival of the fittest has bred a strong evil

This city would be theirs


But I watch, unlike the others; I’ll do more than watch

In the ghetto where crack heads kill in daylight

They fear me

On the wall-streets where drug lords have armies

They hide from me

I will win this fight


I am a Bat; I fly with armored wings and race with speeding tanks

While flashes of light explode smoke all around you I strike

You reach for your weapon and your wrist snaps, your legs fill with metal when you run

In the dark of the night and the shadow of concrete giants I was invisible

You never heard me make a sound

The police will come soon, you will go to jail

As soon as you get out of the hospital


Ginger

It’s going to be different without her

I was afraid of this day for years now

After 16 years still way too soon


People say I am overreacting

Those people are dicks

That dog was my favorite person

I’ll cry as much as I want


Family members frustrate

Friends constantly stray

Ginger dog was always there

Damn I will miss her


Who will jump on me when I get home?

Who will be so happy to see me?

My little brown mutt

This one will be tough


Graduation Day:

Bye Education

Thank you for trying

I am not too smart to need you

Just too dumb to learn


Try Hards:

Baby blue silk shirts

Long, baggy, black FuBu jeans

Tucked proudly in shoes

Gold chains we know they can’t afford.

God help me I hate teenagers!


First Day of High School:

The uniform never looked worse

Grey cotton pants too short to hide white socks

Wrinkly white shirt too small for gangly arms

Skinny, young body not ready to grow up

A hesitant walk doesn’t exude confidence

Heading down long busy hallways


One of a hundred dressed the exact same

Somehow this pimply little dork stood out

People laugh, has to be about me

All I can do is smile; pretend I’m not the joke

Just make it too the classroom

Find a seat in back where no one will notice


Where the hell is my classroom?


Five minutes late

One chance at a first impression

I walk inside a room with a thousand eyes

And I cower into my seat

High school was over before it began



Ode to a Nice Vagina:

Anyone that has ever been with you

Is willing to go through years of pain

Just to get with you once more

I hate you

Kind of


Little Bastard’s Last Ride:

California State Highway 46 streaks eastward from the city of Paso Robles, leaving behind the last remnant of city. Windblown barns and oddly beautiful desert is the only view for miles, for most this is temporary. Most travel east through Cholame feeling a slight sense of adventure as the highway parts the powerful Temblor Mountains which have a reputation for being the epicenter of earthquakes past. Soon the road splits, both ways lead back to civilization, both lead back to the friendly out of the way towns found by more tourists than it seems possible. He was just like the rest of them, heading toward Bakersfield on the same highway he had been on for hours, he saw the same sights and had the same urge to get back into town. When another car heading toward him made a simple turn onto the 41, a shockwave would be sent; picked up on by every youth in every country around the world. He was not like them. On a hot day in the middle of nowhere, a few miles outside his destination, James Dean became a casualty, a cautionary tale and an icon. He was not like them.


-Thomas Holler-

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